On the 5th day of Christmas...

Dec.24, 10:58pm

Hi there!

It is Christmas Eve and here I am, looking at the pictures of Harmonya taken a year ago! I do not know why I have been doing all this things, but one thing is for sure! A LOT OF THINGS HAS CHANGED! I don’t really know if I'd want to go back to this old times, all I know is that it has moulded me to what I am right know. I definitely miss a lot of things :( maybe it is just really the rule of life that things may come and go. Moreover, it indeed hurts when something no matter how small or big goes, regardless of how they weigh for me, they still leave this kind of permanent hole in my heart, ;(. Maybe it is not really about them leaving but about the changes, they made when they leave. NOSTALGIC, it is! Nevertheless, I cannot do anything about change, because if there is only one constant thing in this world it is the word CHANGE!

Dec.26, 11:29pm

Hi there again!

I just got home from Moa and Cartimar. I bought things for Pettigrew some kind of Christmas and monthsary gift since she is already 7mons old. I was glad buying things for her though a bit sad cause Neville is no longer with us, but still I thanked God because she is still there to make Je and I smile.

Speaking of Je, he was with me the whole day. I really missed him, like SO MUCH. I must say I am becoming a little clingy each day. I’m so spoiled and so used to his presence cause I’m not really used of being away to him that much, in fact in UPLB we were always together, and just a lab of not texting made me miss him so much, that's how attach I am to him plus the fact that I really really love him ;> .

The funny thing is that I am texting him now, and were in some kind of a debate because he won’t let himself to be "kilig", and he kept on giving me this stupid reason "eh lalake ako e" AND SO?  That does not give him an excuse from this feeling because it is a "human nature". I just do not understand boys! They're so secretive specially at times when all you've wanted is for them to open their selves to you just like what WE girls have been doing for like forever, we are very VOCAL to what we really feels and it sucks when boys just doesn’t care even if it would only be between the two of you! I HATE IT!

Dec. 28, 9:19pm

Okay, so a bad news just got my way. I have received this news about close friends that broke up.  It’s kind of alarming given that this two people became very close to me and that I have been a fan of their relationship. They are the type of couple you would envy because of their love "genuine love" as i may call it for each other, but life really has its own way of making things done, and I find it so unfair why a love so true must end. However, just like what we use to say when things like this happen we just have to move on and wait for the bigger things that God has in store for us. And, as for my close friends the best thing I could give them at these trying times is my presence and prayers. I love them both but maybe this is what is best for them. I am truly sad of course, and a bit afraid that the same thing could happen to me. I have experienced such things of course. And I could say that I don’t want to feel them again, okay , I might be too young back then but being old doesn’t make those kind of feelings any better, they even make it worse because we're more mature now and the feelings we have is way more heavier than what we usually have back then. Therefore, I told him "Wag mong gagawin sakin yun ha, oh well it’s hard to say" and he replied, "I won’t..." It is indeed hard to say because both of us doesn’t have any control on what could come in the future but one thing’s for sure he's one thing I can’t afford to lose. We may not be in what you call boyfriend-girlfriend thing but I could say it is more than that. I do not need such labels, what is important is that we love each other (I HOPE SO) and that we are happy together. Nevertheless, there are really times that I wonder of really is the one, oh I know I could be too young but I am not young enough to worry about my future. My parents my thought of me as the baby girl they used to have but deep inside I would love to think about all the possibilities that the future has in store for me. Will I have another, man in my life? Who knows it is really Phil and me in the end? Or maybe Edward Cullen? But honestly, whom I have right now is more than enough for me, and I am truly happy to have him. I know that we all have our own doubts and worries about so many things but the only thing we can do is to submit all these things to HIM. So right now as I write down all this, I pray that God would take all these doubts and worries that i have, I hope that he would give us guidance in this relationship that we have. :) I just love to love :)

Dec.29, 12:37am

DREAMING WITH A BROKEN HEART :((

Its, the saddest song I’ve ever heard so far, well okay ONE OF THE SADDEST.

Dec.30, 11:03pm

NP:Yellow

Hi, there again! so okay, new year's fast approaching and I must say I’m still not ready to face the new things of the coming year, well first of all are the exams , okay so it’s the 30th almost 3days before I go back to hell again! I mean ELBI :)) hahaha! i love elbi, next to my parents, but it’s just that I am not really ready to go back, well there's only one reason or let’s just say few reasons why I’d love to be back on elbi and Acads sorry but you'll never be on that list NEVER! >:] well first of course is him :'>, next Harmonya and Affs,  and then friends, food :),and most especially the place itself! But before anything else of course let me go back to the real reason why I’m writing this down. well, just like any other year that have passed there are millions of things that I should thank God for this 2011 , first and the most important would be the fact that I am still breathing and alive right now able to write this entry :) THANK YOU GOD :). And a lot more things of course. I couldn’t write all of those things but from the bottom of my heart I thanked God, for all of the things He has given me this year, for all the people He brought to my life to touch me, for all the headaches and problems He entrusted me, for the good health He has given to me and my family, for everything, EVERYTHING. I know I’ve been a naughty girl but still He loved me and i thanked Him for all these. And of course I would like to ask for forgiveness, repent for all the wrong things Ive done. This year has been the BEST no matter how many bad things happened to me,oh well there's always this brighter side that I learned a lot so GOD thank you and I love you. May you continue to bless me and the ones I love. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD! *CHEERS*

HIMIGSIKAN 2011

Himigsikan 2011 (August 11,2011)
LAYAG

nakatingin sa lupa at hindi mapakali
kulang ang mga sumpa sa aking mga naririnig
natagpuan ko ang katahimikan sa mata ng iyong delubyo
at matatagalan bago damdami'y matuyo

susukatin ang daigdig at mananatiling tulala
habang binibilang ang mga hakbang at tala

sa hikbi ng mga dahon tuluyang naliligaw at
yayanig ang langit sa bawat pagsigaw

layag lang ng layag
layag lang ng layag
hampas lang sa alon
kailanman di na kailangan umahon

kinikilabutan sa pait bakit pa umuulit
pumipiglas sa sakit ngunit bumabalik balik
wag kang kukurap, titig lang sa harap
saka na humikab pagnakaraa'y di na mahagilap

bibigkasin ang huling paalam at hindi na muling
maririnig ang tinig na punongpuno ng galit

sa hikbi ng mga alon tuluyang naliligaw at
yayanig ang lupa sa bawat paghiyaw

layag lang ng layag
layag lang ng layag
hampas lang sa alon
kailanman di na kailangan umahon

susukatin ang daigdig at mananatiling tulala
bigkasin ang huling paalam at hindi na muling mangangamba

~This is the WINNING piece of Harmonya, a masterpiece made by Kit Manlangit. This song brought not just Victory but also UNITY to our one big family HARMONYA.

I never really thought that being a part of Team Layag would mean this much, i sort of "volunteered" myself to be part of the team, well as a dancer at first :P, but to my surprise became an Octavina player, something I am not really good at. I wasn't really Kuya Kit's first choice, but just like what I said it was like "volunteering" because i never had second thoughts or whatsoever because i grabbed it in just a blink of an eye. After, being a part of this made me realize that this would not just mean playing the flats and sharps but rather putting heart    on the notes that must be played.

I must say i had problems being a part of the team, i suffered because of the feeling of "inferiority". I just felt that of all the solo players i was the weakest , like my sound was the worst, something that really made me feel like quitting but then God sent his angels, and told me not to quit and that there's a purpose why i was the chosen one for this piece. I never perfected the intro part but I've tried to somehow make it perfect, and as the piece filled my heart i was able to somehow own the song even if i know that i'm not that good at it.

But when the BIG DAY came nothing really mattered to me but to be TRIUMPHANT together with my family Harmonya by sharing what Kuya Kit created to the people, we prayed and seek for His glory to guide us and help us.We do what we have to do , we played our music and showed them what we've got. In the end it's not really about us winning but it's the song and the way it was reflected to those who listened to it.

HE MADE US WON, and HE MADE US UNITED once again. Himigsikan indeed is just another battle, for Harmonya and many more has yet to come. Bu we've got to do nothing but to move forward and conquer it all :)

This was the Video
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It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder. 

What if for some reason things don’t work out? How are you possibly going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you’d never love, owns your entire heart. 

Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever. 

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April 8, 2011

Today I was able to meet my high school best friend; her name is Alyssa Arroyo :) I used to tell her about so many things in my life when we were in high school but I’m still doing the same thing now, it’s just that we don’t see each other that much unlike when we were in high school that we were always together.
So many things had already happened from those high school days, a lot of things had changed, a lot of people had been forgotten but the memories stayed the same.
I am missing a lot of people right now, I think my high school friends are the ones on TOP of that list.
I haven’t seen them for a very long time now, and just a few days ago, one of my high school friends celebrated her 18th birthday, it was so heartbreaking not to be present on her party because she is one of my closest way back to my high school days and even up to now, we still are getting in touch with each other. But the feeling of not seeing them made me really sad, I know I am happy right now, spending my time with my college friends but it’s just that I would not be able to learn how to make friends and maintain that friendship if not for them. God had given them first to me, so I should just value them as the first treasures I had gathered as I explore my very young teenage life. I must really say that I learned and experienced a lot from them and I would not be where I am right now if not for these people, the first’s people to show the cruelty yet amazing beauty of life.
I am really hoping that one of these days I would be able to invite all of them out for a dinner, where we will all be able to share the different happenings in our lives, in their lives that I’d missed. I hope one of these days God would allow me to talk to each of them and share to them the stories I’ve wanted to tell them. I pray that one of these days we would be able to relive the happiness we all once had shared :)))
To my Dearest PASTEUR :) I really miss all of you; I really thank God for bringing such wonderful people in my life. You guys are one of the most important possessions and even if I'd missed a lot, you Guys always stayed in my heart :) ILY and May God always bless all of you :)

CHEERS!!! :)


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i pray!

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